真我。日誌

I have to go back school in this week, and this make me nervious.
I did not do any revision and read any book about history in the whole holiday.
I do not want to blame myself for this because it is my character.
That is why I am afraid of coming back the university again.
I am not a person who indulge in history. I cannot study history all day.
So, I am lazy and not bright when compared to some of my classmates.
They are addicted to study history and regard history as a huge part of their life, which I cannot do.
I lack confidence for I get the conclusion.
That is why I am not sure that if I can do a good job in this semester.